who do i believe.


i see each stream so pristinely.
but the beautiful mind's mechanisms cease to procure its meaning.
or rather, the semantics are extracted but not purchased.
i'd be too poor at the end of it all if i did.
where has the natural adolescent ability to hold conflicting ideas simultaneously and evaluate them gone.
there is change, happening.
reversable, no?


the tussle between the desire to be unpredictable and the need to be understood.


BECAUSE, THATS WHY, THEN BECAUSE, THATS WHY.


come on.
even john frusciante left the band.


therapy is a dangerous industry.
an open heart invites injury.
mishandle it, and it becomes paid injury.
working assumption is on the premise of caring.
versus the legality of professionalism.
abundance, compromise from?


people.
what an increasingly foreign concept.


gotta take my surefire answer and follow through with it.
thank You for chonghui's response to that same answer.


your eyes seek conclusion
in all this confusion of mine
though you and i both know
its only the warm glow of wine.

perfection at 12:57 PM